shorette.com · #meta

Commonplace book

Thu, 02 Jul 2026 19:26:00 -0500

The lineage this page hopes to join. Locke kept a formal index for his; I am making do with tags and good intentions.

Against the clean slate

Tue, 30 Jun 2026 19:15:00 -0500

Every few months I want to begin again from nothing: new notes, new system, new folder with a confident name. The urge always arrives dressed as clarity, and it is almost always avoidance.

The honest version of the impulse is that the old material has become hard to face. Not disorganised — faced. There are half-finished arguments in there, and opinions I have quietly outgrown, and evidence that I was wrong in writing. A clean slate makes all of that disappear without the work of disagreeing with myself.

What I do instead now is smaller and slower. I keep the old leaves and add a line beneath the ones I no longer believe. The record stops being a monument and becomes a conversation, which is harder to be proud of and much more useful to read.

A slate that is never wiped accumulates something a fresh one cannot: proof that I have changed. That is the only kind of progress I have learned to trust.

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№ 013 · a seed

Sun, 28 Jun 2026 22:11:00 -0500

A thought written down is a thought you can argue with.

№ 011 · a note

Tue, 16 Jun 2026 09:12:00 -0500

Coffee, then the long task of making a homepage feel inhabited rather than just tidy.

In praise of the unfinished shelf

Wed, 22 Apr 2026 20:48:00 -0500

There is a shelf here of things abandoned: two half-built programs, a translation that stalled at the third page, and a set of notes for an essay I no longer agree with. For years I thought of it as evidence of failure.

I have changed my mind. The shelf is where the ideas go that were not wrong, only early. Twice now something from it has come back and finished itself quickly, because the difficult part had already been done and left to cool.

The condition is that the shelf must stay visible. Abandoned work hidden in an archive is simply lost; abandoned work in plain sight is a standing offer. I walk past it most days, and every so often it accepts.

№ 004 · a seed

Thu, 02 Apr 2026 19:41:00 -0500

Every catalogue is an argument about what matters, pretending to be a list.

What the notebook knows

Sat, 07 Mar 2026 20:26:00 -0600

The useful thing about a notebook is not that it remembers. It is that it disagrees. Memory is a diplomat; it smooths the record until the past appears to have led sensibly to the present. Paper has no such manners.

I went back this week to entries from four years ago, expecting continuity, and found a person confidently certain of two things I now think are false. There was no gradual revision in between. The change happened somewhere off the page, and I would have sworn under oath that I had always believed the later version.

That is the whole case for keeping a record: not nostalgia, and not productivity, but the ability to be contradicted by primary evidence. It is the cheapest available protection against becoming a person who has never been wrong.

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